Sunday, March 18, 2012

Sweet& sweat!

Sooooooo if I'm being honest with everyone (which is really hard cuz I always try to be so tough) I've been struggling the last few days...like A LOT! I just realized how alone I am (no friends & family)...and it sucked! I know we will make friends and things will be ok...but that takes time & right now it's just a really hard. Dylan saw how I was feeling on Friday, so Saturday he wanted to try to cheer me up. He has been really sweet and understanding as I'm just going through this rough patch. Anyway, we went to Jackson (which is about 45-60min away) and hit up all my favorites-Target, Starbucks, Hobby Lobby, Marshall's, Forever21, and we ate TGIFridays for dinner! It was a fun family day...We ended it with a bonfire! Again, I know once we get involved in the church we've been going to, and Jax starts school, & so on...things will be better! AND I know once I'm actually in MY house and not living outta a suitcase, I'll feel more settled. Knowing all that doesn't change the fact that I'm in a lil funk right now. I don't want pity or even encouragement, I'm just keepin it real...sometimes life is rough and change is very hard. I'm very blessed to have such a sweet, amazing & understanding hubby who listens when I whine & lifts me up when I'm down!




On to the weather...it's freaking hot! In the 80's the last few days and SUPER humid! Holy cow...how am I ever gonna make it through summer?!?! It's total sweat-feast and all I wanna do is stay in the air conditioning...all Jaxon and Kazen want to do is be outside! Literally from the moment they wake up to the time it's dark...they want to play! So, we do! But, it doesn't mean I'm enjoying sweating all my deodorant off by 9AM! Haha











- Posted from Kari's iPhone

2 comments:

  1. Soooo glad you got to go to all those fun places!!!!!! 45 min...is just like driving to Rancho! You should do it more often for your sanity:) love & miss you a lot!! And..I will pray for God to give you a BIG dose of peace to fill your heart!! Wish I could come drop off a machiado for you! Love ya!!!!

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  2. 2 1/2 weeks!!! I can't wait!!! I LOVE that you're keeping it real...
    At least you're not being a crybaby like your mom!!! Ha ha ha!
    See you soooooooom!!!
    Love, love LOVE you!!! ��

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